kenapa?? sebab???

KENAPA bila aku lebih sikit dari org, org mula menyampah n cemburu gile2.

SEBAB diorg rase tercabar dengan apa yg aku ada...

tp......

KENAPA nak tercabar sedangkan nobody perfect, ada org lebih pada sesuatu n kurang pada sesuatu...

SEBAB dia kurang la die tercabar....

errrrr.... tp...

KENAPA diorg sampai suruh aku stop buat bnde tu n bagi peluang pada diorg...

SEBAB pada diorg ko xboleh lagi hebat or sama dengan diorg..

atas sebab???

KENAPA aku xboleh same??

SEBAB diorg dah letak ko dekat taraf yg paling bawah sekali.... so if ko same ngan diorg means ko dah makin pandai (diorg xsuke) n if diorg same ngan ko means diorg ada ditempat yag hina (diorg lagi xsuka)

hahaha! thanks!

help me friends....

guys i know i'm not a good person... well i do... i tried to keep my secret... i hate my background and i hate my past! well i tried not to do it again but what a f*ck that i did it again! i shouldn't be like this. i have to stop it before it become worst! helps me my friend... help me... for some reason... i missed my angel... she not the perfect one but at least she shows me the right ways to be a good man...... n i let her down... pray for me "i live in as good as i lived with her before".

friends....

remind me..... what i should be.... plez dunt ask me to be who i am.... plezz.... i'm begging u.....

entah lah....

NOT EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TO SEE, TRY TO FEEL SOMETHING, YOU WILL FIND THE SECRET DOOR, THEN YOU WILL FIND SOMETHING MORE VALUABLE MORE THAN WHAT YOU FEELS.

xsemua benda yang kite nak kite KENA DAPATKAN.

xsemua benda yang kite suka kite PERLU DAPAT.

xsemua benda yang kite nak kite MESTI DAPAT.

senyap tu penting selagi ia tidak menyakitkan hati org lain....

biar sesuatu perkara itu tidak dilafazkan kerana itu adalah pengorbanan. walaupun terkorban but at least it shows something that u cannot see if u don't feel it.

hard time.....

it's a tough task for me.....

i think i can do all this.... but in reality no i can't...

i'm a loser.....

what should i do?

what i did?

can i help myself just like i helping others people?

am i always be on my friends side during their hard time?

let look this into deeper..

q: during their hard time did they tell their story to me?

a: yes they did

q: did they ask me to give advice?

a: yes they did

q: if they sad, did i cheer them up?

a: i guess not....

q: will i always ask whether they are happy or not?

a: no if they are looking good n yes if they looks moody.

q: am i good in jokes?

a: no i don't.

q: am i a good listener?

a: not at all

q: am i good in giving advice?

a: not at all

q: did my presence comes with a smile and happiness?

a: not i didn't

q: am i a bad person?

a: yes u r Rasydan!

q: last question, how much people love to be around u? in scale of 1 to 10, 1 is the lowest (hate) and 10 will be the highest (love)

a: 4

The answer of the main question is: No u r not....

did u believe in "Hukum Karma"?

in terms of Hukum Karma, apa yg kite buat akan dibalas setimpal dengan ape yg kite dah buat.

in my case, yes, ape yg aku dah wat is ape yang aku dapat, ape yang aku kena itu yang aku buat.

so i don't put any blame to others....

ape yang aku nampak tu yang aku cakap. ape yang aku cakap tu yang aku nampak, bukan ape yang aku rasa. aku x carik salah orang laen aku just nampak ape salah orang laen. i had a very sensitives 'smells', i had a very sensitive instinct.... you will say no for the beginning and you will say yes at last, and did you know that will breaks my heart coz i trust you.

i gave you chances, and you keep testing me.

berani buat berani tanggung, xpecaye aku sudah.

aku

yang baik ada jahatnya,

yang jahat ada baiknya,

pandang aku bukan pada baiknya,

dalamilah aku pada kejahatannya,

kenali aku dengan kejahatan ku,

kelak kamu tidak tersinggung rasa,

bukan kebaikan sebagai balasan yang ku pinta,

namun bukan jua kejahatan sebagai pendorong kepada balasan,

rahsia tetap rahsia,

misteri tetap misteri,

ayat diguna penutup rahsia,

rahsia tersembunyi dibalik misteri,

hilang ayat terbukalah misteri,

hilang misteri terbongkahlah rahsia,

tulisanku tidak difahami,

kerja ku terus diceca,

aku cuba sampaikan sesuatu,

tinggi akal mu, sampailah kau kepada ku,

asal tinggi dari galah,

buluh tunduk tidak disentuh,

asal tinggi terus dibelah,

maka yang tunduk akan tetap disuruh.

ayat diguna untuk menyampaikan sesuatu,

namun maksud yang disampaikan tidak sejelas ayat itu,

kalian tidak paham bukan menjadi persoalan,

asal si penulis lega menyampaikan sesuatu.

nukilan pujangga R. S. Shamsuddin

WHO AM I????

people would ask me who am i........ and the truth is.........

I'M A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do answer me....

i got a lot things to say.....

i got a lot things to ask.....

so please answer me.....

-is that all single words that i spoke and all single steps that i choose is totally wrong?

-if we have a very short time, why should we do a lot of works just like we do something in a very long time frame?

-if we know that we will never get the things that we really wanted, should we go deeply into it?

-what are you expect me to be when we are in conversation?

-do you see me as a 'giving hope person' to other people?

-do you think that i can live by myself without any others helps?

-do you see me as a STUPID PERSON?

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